Huh?? What?

Ok ok fine... i admit. I didn't update my blog like since forever and ever and ever and ever and Mehhhh, i can go on like this forever. Well a lot of things happen this few months. People come and go, assignment rush, politics, jerks, and so is Tom, Dick and Harry. Believe it or not i am actually more "obedient" with my studies. Not to say what la but when you actually think of what is important then you might have this kind of feeling in you. LIDDAT!

What can I say, I am busy but at the same time I am veryyyy "the" free. When I guess things are a lot easier when you learn how to say no during the appropriate time. Liddat! Friendship wise, nothing's change lahh.. same old same old. There are some minor changes but I can still live with that. So what can I say? Can't complaint much.. just yet..

When you read this part, i hope you are bored. Because I am.. I don't even know what am I typing.. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... Anyways, finals are just around the corner.. Make sure you do your drifting properly and don't fall off the cliff. As for Project Care "The Circus", I hope you guys will make it a success today. Did I mentioned that I'm the clown? Okayyyyy maybe we should just skip the details. Please support Project Care and join The Circus today (Sunday) at Curtin Miri Rec. Hall. Remember, all the money goes to the charity fund. For more details you can always contact the person in charge through me. Any donations are all welcomed =)

Pretenders Vs Predators

If been wondering, a lot of things changed ever since the starting of this semester. Like I said previously, you get to know the true nature of a person after quite some time. So this time, it's the same thing all over again. Some people other there might think "aiyahhh Raymond... small case like this also want to bising bising mehhh??" Liddat. But you read the whole thing first before you say a thing. Ready? Here goes nothing.


There are people in this world that has a strong believing in their own religions. Of course it's important to do so because they give us guidance and help us when we need HIM. So everyone usually goes to their religion places, for Buddhist they go to temple, Christian goes to church and Muslim goes to mosque. Ok so here's the real deal, some people go those places for another agenda instead of just for prayers. Let's see this as example, a lot of guys prefers to go to church. Why? It's all because of girls. You won't be surprised that you would over heard this sort of conversation. "eh eh I tell you arr.. My church got a few leng lui laarrr.. But haven got their numbers yet. Never mind, this Sunday I go to church to ask again or ask my friend to intro." Ever heard this or similar to this before? Actually this is the big deal, the big deal is that some people will just PRETEND to be holy in front of other people but deep down inside, they are wicked sick. Plus there's someone that I know don't even understand the word "gratitude" and "appreciate". When people treat you good or offer you something we would not take it because it's some sort of protocol and for me I would be embarrassed to accept it. However if people insisted it, I would take it politely and will definitely thank them no matter how precious is that offer. But for this 'someone', hell no that person will be thankful. Not to mention when that person think it's right then it's right. People giving good advices that person will just think it as commands/orders. I mean.. if you are a strong believer or I would say a person with good religious teaching you won't do such a stuff. Even a beggar would know how to show their gratitude when they were offered help.

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Another thing that I find quite amusing is that there's a person which I found very very pathetic or you can say brainless. Why? It's because that particular person never think far when doing something important. I mean you never think of the outcome first before you decide something it is seriously pathetic. You have no idea a bad decision could lead a very big difference in a particular activity. Seriously man I'm kinda fed up with this. Usually I will just help it out but now I'm sick of even providing corrections and everything because I will not be appreciated. So what gives? I have nothing to lose anyways. Why wasting my time finding trouble while I can enjoy my life with my bunch of good friends. Not to mentioned you would have to look at people's face doing all the things and end up being back stabbed. If they think they are right, then so be it. None of my business, and I was stupid enough to think that if I help it out everything will change. I was seriously wrong. Like I said don't take things lightly or else you will not able to survive in the future. By the way, showing how pity you are and asking for people's sympathy, that's lame. You don't need to show how fucked up and miserable you are. If you have so many time to do stupid stuffs why don't you make used of it to do more important things.

I am not gonna continue this no more. I just got one very clear conclusion. Judging from the post above I can say this two person seriously are meant for each other. If If I were asked who is the perfect couple I would say it's them. No one beats these dynamic duo.



***This post it's only my personal thoughts and it is not meant to be aggressive to certain parties***

Being sexy much?

I've been wondering, all the times when we go out no matter where we are, we will definitely see girls wearing sexy outfit. (I mean seriously!) Some do wear till the extend well.... it's as if there's no point to wear the outfit anymore. Reason's being? Common response will be "Aiyahhhhh weather hot maaa" or "My style what.." or Coz I got the things to show maaaa" or "Very cute not meh?" OR "Aiyerrr!! Why so hiao one euuuu!" The heck, the truth is they dare to wear it out but don't want people to look at it. Huh??!! I mean like seriously, please get a life. If you don't want guys to look at you please just don't "over-exposed" the Maximum Exposure camera will NOT showed up in Malaysia one lahhhh. The funny thing is that this has been going on until it has become a Malaysian culture. Ok mayyyybe we don't see this that frequent in Sarawak but in West Malaysia there's a lot man. At least.... that's what I heard from my friends. :P


Not to mention that those sexy outfits cost a fortune. Walao! Buying one of those clothes I can pay for my streamyx for 2 months liao. It's really that expensive man. The clothes covers less than 50 of your body ler. Ok laaa I heard the girls did said that it depends on the brand, the level of comfortable, the fashion yada yada yada. But seriously, what is fashion? What is these fashion language. I don't have a clue. LOL! Oh ya oh ya, speaking of which some people do look I meant at least 'tried' to wear sexy but mannnnnnn hell no. Everyone had their own style. Some maybe suitable with cute style, mature style... complicated? I think so too. Swt...

*****The above post is not related to any life or dead people that I know. It's just merely a random post and it's not criticizing any person or the homosapien which we called Girls.*****

It's been a while

Yo peeps, sorry for didn't update my blog for like about 2 months? hahahaha well one of the reason is that I'M LAZY!! There's too much things that happened and I'm lazy to blog it out. I can just tell you guys overall what I had been through this semester lorr. Well first of all I'm very very happy that I had a new group of friends this semester. A fun gang to be with, and often went out together. You guys know who you are, and I hope we can be like this forever hahahaha. Oh right, by the way I was suppose to blog right after I came back from Brunei last month i suppose or was it 2 months ago. It was seriously fun and it was my first time there too. Brunei is a nice country, and the drivers are nice people. Well, i think most of them are. Hehehe.. When you go there, you will actually felt how pathetic is Malaysian when driving. I'm not gonna go further more details on that, you guys do the math. Hehehe.. Well after that comes Curtin Open day 10th Year Anniversary. I did help out during the event and well I would say it's really tiring. Not to mention a whole bunch of us nearly got wet due to the stupid stormy rain. It's a big SNAFU but I enjoyed it because I have my friends there being under the rain with me. Hahahahaha Bad weather but good memories.

Another thing that happened recently which was Miri International Jazz Festival. This year I also did helped out during the festival. Credits to Ian and Iqbal for the opportunity as well. Stayed in Parkcity Hotel for about 4 days 3 nights. Tiring also but fun experience, and I love to work with them. I did learned more stuffs than the previous year. Looking forward for the next Jazz Fest. Well for now what I'm looking forward is the coming Rainforest World Musical Festival that will be held in Kuching during July. I will be working there as well and for those who's going please do tell me so that I can say hi. Too bad Lesley won't be able to join us this year. Awwww Lesley, hehehehehe.. Don't worry! I will blog it out after I came back. Hahahaha

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Sometimes I really don't understand people's behavior. For example this semester, I had met a lot of pathetic and pain in the butt kind of people. When you are expecting them to do something useful, they did not. Instead they are making stupid command which was impossible. They did nothing but just agree or you can say just follow the flow. Like a DEAD fish because what a dead fish does is just follow the friggin flow. They don't have their personal stand or opinion for it. Sheez! Besides that when you did something bad, they don't dare to confront you and tell you straight to your face. All they did is just find another person and backstab you. The person that they told don't know a damn thing so end up helping them. Seriously pathetic, it's all rubbish. Not to mention like to complaint all the time. People offered suggestion to solve the problem they are facing but did they accept it? Nooooooooooooooooooo.. To tell the truth, people ain't care about you at all. They just want you to stop complaining! That's because you are seriously a pain in the ass. Simple things you already can't do and you are looking forward to do bigger task? In your dreams laaaa, I would like to see you fall. If you still complaint when you take the bigger task, serves you right and I will not hesitate to scold you because trouble is not looking for you, but YOU are finding trouble.

I don't care you know who I'm talking about but don't hesitate. It is YOU! After all these while I had finally saw your true personality. The worst person alive seriously. Oh by the way, you're not really that smart actually. You are just a person who is scared of losing to other people. In other words, you are just KIASU!

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Well this semester is finally gonna come to an end. For my degree friends, all the best and start doing revision liao. Exam is coming near peeps and it's not gonna be pretty. For foundation friends, still a bit far from final but also can start doing revision liao. There's a lot of topics to cover! Ok I think that's it from me for now. See ya..

P/s:Kelvin you can finish your work one =)

Trust, Loyalty & Truth

Yo peeps, it's been a while ever since I update my blog. Was busy bahhh what to do.. Well anyways, now let's get back to the topic of the day. Now this had always been a problem to a lot of the people nowadays. Why? It's hard to find true friends. Yes? Of course! So that's why it's hard to find someone who you can really trust when you feel like wanna share you problems. So my post is dedicated to a friend of my who had trouble in trusting people due to personal reason. So 'my dear friend', you been hurt a lot because of trusting the wrong people and end up with a lot of tears of sorrow. Please do not forget in this very chaotic world, you still can find a lot of true friends who you can trust. They are everywhere and you just have to discover it yourself. For you my friend if you feel like wanna find someone to talk to, I'm free to talk to. Just text me or gave me a call I will attend to you straight away no matter how busy I am. I won't back stab you or whatsoever. There's nothing more but truth. I trust you to be the person that share my problems and I hope you will do the same too. No matter happy, sad or any other feelings I will be glad to hear it as long as you feel like sharing.

Do not make comparison of what happened in the past and the present. It's true what may happen in the past and you've lost it thus, it can be replaced. But do you know that even though it can't be replaced but you can still brace yourself to get a new one? Why don't you yourself give one last chance to you to start trusting people? It's not necessary that we will only learn our lesson after we got hurt by other people. It's actually depends on how you think about it. For 'you' please don't think too much. Don't always get emo when I don't have time to text you. Think positively and have a happy life. You might not agree with what I had stated above but at least I wanna let you know, when it comes to bad mood and having a bad day, you can count on me. Alright? This also applies to everyone of my friends who's reading this.

Have a nice day and God Bless. =)

My Sweetheart *Secret Revealed*

Every since I've broke up with my ex girlfriend last year.. I haven't laid an eye on any girls or you should say targeting any girls even if there were a lot of pretty girls wandering around the campus. I had lost interested of wanting to be in a relationship with anyone else since then. What can I do? I was hurt and there's a big wound which was not healed yet. Until one day, somewhere in the mid of May last year, I then had found a perfect person which I think "she's the right one" for me. When we first met, she's a very gentle and fragile person. I don't dare to hurt her more even if when I hold her. She's the one that always be there for me whenever I felt sad or sorrow. When there's happiness, she's the first one that I wanted to share and be with.

No matter how bad I am, how stubborn I am, she never said a word of wanting to leave me. She's so considerate to the level that she don't mind to stay up all night with me accompanying me whenever I'm rushing my assignments. If I don't sleep, she won't sleep either. Sometimes I'm scared that she might be exhausted but she never said a word and keep on helping me with my assignments. When I play game, she always gave me a lot of supports and that's why I had wonderful time when I'm gaming.

Ever since a few months ago, you've been sick. Your health concerns me a lot. I started to worry about you. I wanted to bring you to the hospital but I was busy. Finally, I've called the doctor and he had cured you. Thank Goodness..

Oh my dear, you know how much I appreciate and cherish you. I would want to hold you in my arms every night. How much I'm worried whenever the weather is too cold or too hot for you. I wanna give you my very best. Let me take care of you my dear.

My dear XPS.. You are the only one for me.. I love you so much. Whichever angle I look at you, you look so perfect and fine. You are such a beauty, I didn't regret once at all. Without you, I would had lost my way in life. Like the sky without the clouds, flower without it scents, Raymond without his underwear.. Huh??!!











Introducing my sweetheart, Dell XPS M1530.. Hahahahahaha!!! Well what do you expect? Hahahahahahaha...

Volunteerism

Voluntary work may sounds nothing to most of the people nowadays but for my case, it means a lot. I've started voluntary work ever since I'm in high school but became more active when I've entered Curtin Sarawak. Ok now sure we don't get paid but it did gave us a lot of benefits. But now if you asked me, I would say it takes up a lot of responsibilities. Why so? It's just a voluntary work.. No need to be so serious right? Aeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkk! Wrong! By the time you had volunteered yourselves to do some work, it is considered as you responsibilities. Don't agree with me? So Sue me! Now for those who actually volunteered to work on something BUT always forgets about your responsibilities, SCREW YOU. Why bother volunteering yourself if you can take up the challenge? You'll end up letting a person or two taking over your task or should I say do all the "shit" for you. Seriously man it's not funny and imagine everyone throw their works to you how would you feel? Will the "f" work came out in your mind or will you just make voodoo dolls and curse them to death. = =

So you see, it ain't easy volunteering yourself to do a certain task especially charity work. I ain't about fame and popularity. If you want fame and popularity so much join Malaysia Idol or Astro Talent Quest laaaahhh.. What? If you WERE lucky, the camera might recorded you and broadcast on TV for you 3 seconds on fame. = = Piece of advice, volunteering means responsible. Don't be an 'ass' and left all the work to your friends but just carrying the name of "Volunteering".

****The post above is not related to any people or any organization existing in this world in the current society. Ideas may be vary, T&C applied****